becoming well adjusted

want to keep you inside

Madonna

I have no regrets there's nothing to forget
All the pain was worth it
Not running from the past
I try to do whats best
And know that I deserve it

hope

after all that we've been through
i know we'll make it after the wait
the question is a truth
there is nothing we can't do
i'll see you along the way baby
the stillness is the move

Kelly Cutrone told me...

"Love yourself- every thing you wanted from them give to yourself-no one will love you like you-it's hard but worth it"

sleeping in my own bed feels like a sin, it's hard to sink back into my life again

when i was looking with calm affection you were searching for my imperfection

the look of love

tales of a 26 year old nothing

I failed, time and again, I'm not enough not smart, dedicated, good enough. I have ruined everything at the hand of my own apathy and it doesn't matter that I know it.

be my samurai

This is honestly the best thing I've heard in a while.  I started seeing the Ninja video (below) posted all over "the interwebs" as South African bad ass trio Die Antwoord calls it.  But not until a few days ago when I watched a video of theirs on my girl Haydens blog Featherheaded, did I realize what I was missing out on.  Comprised of Ninja, a gritty rapping skinny motherfucker, Yo-Landi Vi$$ar, who appears to be a delicate little flower and then slices your head off (not to mention rocking one of the coolest haircuts ever) and DJ HI - TECH who drops the next level beats. It's raw, arrogant in the best of ways and completely infectious.  But what really hooked me was Yo- Landi Vi$$ar leaving delicate electronic  footprints all over the place on one track and then spitting her rhymes in your face on another.  These kids are gonna be big.

Tighter

No rhyme or reason today lambs.  Just two things I love Lara Stone and erotic asphyxiation.

Image via Dirtyflaws.com

Be Still My Heart

Ok, now lets all take a deep breath, because if you're like me you have either dissolved into tears or are having a massive, multiple orgasm over the photos below. These are just a few images what the world can expect from Our Lady of Gaga's 2010 Monster Ball arena tour. Let's just break it down shall we,

Goth Marie Antoinette
Leather Leotard
Bad ass Keytar
Playing the piano with shoes flaming shoes
Platinum Wigs and pounds of glitter
The coolest fucking thing I've ever seen
Crucifix Windshields
There just are no words for a creation like this. Raawwwrr

all images via Perezhilton.com

Yeah I'll be with you in a minute bitch

via taylor moore

Don't hate on Courtney Love! That bitch can still make it work

          

                                                                via Spinn March 2010

Why do you taunt me Balmain? Why!????

                                                     Vogue Germany via .dirtyflaws

I've Seen to Much

                                                                 via the traschicist

Today was quite a day my loves, quite a day indeed. Self discovery overload.  Today was like the Las Vegas of self discovery.  And now kittens I'm exhausted.  Lets hope for a better day tomorrow.   

Good Morning Miss Holloway

Resident Mad Men sex bomb, Christina  Hendricks is  not only so Anne Margret in Kitten with a Whip, but this girl can do no wrong when it comes to dressing that enviable figure. This hot bitch is on the cover of  the Spring Fashion  issue of New York Mag.  Click on the link below to read  all the about the divine Miss K..T

xo 

 josefina

http://nymag.com/fashion/10/spring/63808/

Blah Blah Fashion Week, Blah Blah Valentines Day lets talk about me

                                                              How could I say no?  I'm only human
                                                               And these called my name so sweetly 
                                                               Clara Bow Harlequin 
                                                                        Dance Break

                                                     What good are pictures with out a little blood
                                                       

                                                       I'll eat your heart on a stick

                                                          Gotta Love a glove

                                                            

                                                                        Chelsea Girl
                                                                 A Valentines Gift from Taylor

                                                    I'm a modern girl but I fold in half so easily 

                                                                      60's Pussy cat

Sorry for the delay in posts lovers. Please forgive me.  So as everyone knows (or should)  Its NY Fashion Week.  And you know what I just cant get it up for it.  Of course I checked out my boy A. Wang who didn't fail to disappoint with his lux grunge and amazing knit wear.  And I'm also holding my breath for one Ms. Katie Galahger to show.  I think when Gaga and Daphne Guinesess stylists are calling you at 22 you're doing pretty well.

And it was also Valentines day.  I'm sure there are plenty of you out there who had perfectly lovely valentines day and to you I say go fuck yourself.  My vday was salvaged by one amazing Jack Germain who mirrored my all black and leather ensemble and  took me for a lovely brunch at Le Train Blue and then for a fantastic if not indulgent afternoon of shopping Check the pics).  And then like a miracle who did we spot browsing the shoe floor at Barneys?  That's right the Devinne Miss M herself (Bette Middler) for those of you not in the know.

And since I am hours from sleep I thought I would do a little creative interpretations of my own.  Because really nothing makes me feel better after a rough day than a bit of dress up.  Ok a lot of dress up.  I appreciate the indulgence in my vanity.  But a word of warning if you don't like my face this post is not for you.  But hopefully you do.  I'll be in much better touch this week kittens.  Muuwaah

Ps. Enjoy the new shoes

Just strap me in and prop me up in the corner

Does anyone else feel like the universe is kind of fucking with all of us right now? Yeah me to. I think a little straight jacket time could benefit us all from time to time.  But instead of your usual dull white with silver hardware jacket, I would love to be ensconced in this little number below for a few days.  

Jesus Christ PETA! Relax, and Let the Gays Have their Fur

Ok, I know fur is bad and awful blah blah bah.  But I'm a fur whore and not afraid to say it.  I love to see regal ladies in their floor length minx's, boho girls in fur vests.  And I loves me my silver fox stole and so does figure skating power house and master showman Johnny Weir.  He skated to Gaga for crying out loud! Are we really surprised that he wanted to add a tasteful fur trim to his sparking bodysuit.  And who wouldn't want to stand out with a little fur guge?  Those poor sports at PETA thats who!  

On January 17 Johnny Weir did his free skate in the U.S. Figure Skating Championships wearing a bodysuit with a hint of fox fur on the shoulder. Animal-rights groups, predictably, are not having it. One such organization, called Friends of Animals, posted an open letter to Weir on their site asking him not to wear fur. They also contacted his costume designer, Stephanie Handler, yesterday. The AP explains:

Weir loves fashion, and his costumes tend to be on the avant-garde — some would say extreme — side. When the three-time U.S. champion redesigned his free skate costume before nationals, he had Handler add a tuft of white fox fur to the left shoulder.

Weir said he thought the costume was "lovely," but Friends of Animals disagreed.

"I totally get the dirtiness of the fur industry and how terrible it is to animals. But it's not something that's the No. 1 priority in my life," Weir added. He also notes the thousands of people dying in Haiti and said he prefers to focus his energy on causes related to humans. "While that may be callous and bad of me, it's my choice."

Read more: Johnny Weir’s Furry Shoulder Under Fire -- The Cut http://nymag.com/daily/fashion/2010/01/johnny_weirs_furry_shoulder_un.html#ixzz0dqwywUyk

It's been a gang rape of a day so lets talk about something positive Two words: Chanel Couture

The 60's tinged 2010 Chanel Haute Couture show walked in Paris today.  And in a word it was magnificent.  A departure from harsh blacks and whites of Chanels past.  Pastel confections of all kinds suits, evening and cocktail dress made me want to throw on some winged liner, frosted lips and find an occasion for all of the grandeur.  I really loved it all from the bouffant bow hair do's to layers of chiffon.  But of course the money shot is Karls love Baptist in a solid gold metallic wedding tux walking with his blond Lisa Pressley'esc bride.  Le sigh.....

Forgive me Gaga for I have sinned

I just don't know how to explain how this happened, it doesn't make sense. The 2nd coming of the Messiha is performing in our fair city and I did not attend.  I don't know what my penance will be but I'm sure it will be harsh and I will like it and say thank you.